I'm completely blocked!!! I can't find anything the least bit artistic to post...... I have been really busy lately though... well not that busy it could be worse I guess.... all my friends have deserted me.... Dorothy's in Mexico, I'm not sure where the rest of them are.. I wanted to go see this movie with some of my friends, and I told them I wanted to go and to ask their parents if they could go and to call me tomorrow..... They never did.
Graduation was soooooooooooooo depressing, I mean that school, unfortunately, has been my life for the past 8 years, and I keep thinking, oh I can do that when I go back to school- I am not going back to that school...... everyone else seemed so happy about leaving, I'm not an outgoing person I'm going to spend the next 4 years of my life friendless, LET"S HEAR IT FOR OPTIMISUM!!!! HIP-HIP-HORAAY!!!  Lol other than my feeling of desertment (is that a word?) I'm in a pretty happy mood, our house finally sold!! I just am soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo bored. You ever have to feeling that you want to be really artistic and get that, feeling in you out, well I have it down inside and it won't come out and it's so annoying! Not being able to get that feeling out leads to what feels like endless boredom. I put like 40 layers of make-up on my face today for no reason, I don't even like to were that much make-up, I mean I wear it but not a lot. I actually wanted to do homework today because I was that bored and I am not the type that actually wants to do homework. Next weekend I'm going to a camp-out with every single family in the 8th grade, except one, it's going to be chaos, and soooooooooooooo much fun lol the realtor lady is hear I got to go

Much love,
~*Lainie*~